From the album Wandering

Lyrics

I’m in the pit of this stomach that’s been turning for hours
Dead as the leaves, no oxygen to breathe but I’m drifting along
I’m in the the thick of this winter
With no sleeves to wear my heart on
Took all the snow and made an angel
Prayed nothing else would go wrong

I am pretending not to see these bags under my blue eyes
Heavy from all the sleep I’m missing
Bearing the weight of these lies
Oh, time has been standing still for so long
And I don’t know where I’ve been
Running in circles, here nor there, I feel like I barely exist

I hate to say goodnight, I’ve got to say goodbye
Spent all of my life being paralyzed

Goodnight is not goodbye
Goodnight is not goodbye
Tired of all these lies
Goodnight is not goodbye

I hate to say goodnight, I’ve got to say goodbye
Spent all of my life being paralyzed
Goodnight is not goodbye
Goodnight is not goodbye
Spent all of my life, all of my life
Being paralyzed
Goodnight is not goodbye